This was the question that agonizing both of us few days ago.. He wanted to go US so much with crazy children gang and yet I contradict myself by saying that I allow him to go where deep inside my heart I don't want him to go. I will be having my summer holiday that time as well.. He was also facing this difficulty in choosing whether to stay or go.. haihzz! Was a terrible time for both of us.. We both cried.. He afraid that he might lose me when he is away and I will definitely feel lonely during that period of time.. To go or not to go?

Thank God that we finally came to a conclusion. Thanks to Wilfrid for giving a word of advice.. Treat it as a test from God.. Anyway it's just 3 months.. He has the opportunity to work overseas and get the exposure.. So why not? For me, of course I cannot be so selfish and just think of myself.. We can plan a trip to overseas as well after he work.. He promised me something in return too when he's in US.. :)

God is always there for us in times of sorrow and happiness! Thank God!:)

~esther~