Another Chapter of My Life

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Goodbye dear~ He's gone.. Flew back to pursue his studies in KL yesterday.. He's no longer here to fetch me each time I feel like going out.. Deeply in love with him.. Miss every single sweet moment we had.. MISS HIM so much! Meet again in a few months time dear..
Btw, Semester 1 result is out.. I didn't put too much expectation on it and it turned out to be good.. :) Thank God that I passed my Cost Accounting.. hahas.. And I got an A for Business Law..*wee~* There's a slight drop in my cumulative GPA but I'm satisfied with the overall result..;)
Both my paternal and maternal grandmother are not feeling well these few days.. They're pretty weak.. Dear friends, pray continually and God will answer prayer.. God is marvelous!

~esther~

it's my style . xD

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Selamat Hari Raya! :p

Hey all, it has been a week ever since I back here in Sandakan.. What I've been up to lately? Watching BOF! hahas.. Korean freaks used to say that it's the best korean film series ever! And I just not interested cuz they're speaking alien language to me.. Korean, couldn't catch a single word without subtitle..hahas.. Kamshahamita, Chung-ma-ne-yo, Araso, Uppa, are all I know (learnt from Janice), and I'm proud of it! haha~ *winkz* GU JUN PYO! He's undeniably adorable..keke.. But still, don't misunderstood cuz he couldn't replace Raymond Lam k? =)
However, most of the time I'm spending with grandma at home.. Her mood swings at times.. Can't really catch what exactly is she thinking sometimes.. But we're grateful that she could still remember things pretty well.. She has a great memory..
The rest of the time of course most importantly spending with ma dear.. ;) Since it's Raya, my bunch of friends studying in KL were back too..

with dear at Balin

It's mummy Joanne's birthday~!

Celebrating Joanne's birthday at Wagamama with Lim, Sophia and Allen

And the familiar faces, Lena darlin' and kaka..:)
Visited kaka at her place as she's leaving to Nottingham the next day for her degree programme..

Familiar?? Moo moo cow was back as well~
Had a simple gathering at D'Venice with dear, lena, Moo, Sung Fung, Melissa, Wilfrid and Eryn at D'Venice before we headed to Night Paradise..

Singing k at Night Paradise

Sweet Lena singing Alex Fong's songs..
I must say the song there sucks! lol.. Not updated and has bad sound system..
Terrible smoke scent! yucks~

Melissa, Sung Fung, Moo, Lena, me and darlin'

Finally, Megan is here with us..hahas.. She has been giving excuses for the past few days when we asked her out..;p

Megan, Khar Wei, Lena and dear

More to come for the next 4 weeks.. Dear is leaving tomorrow back to KL..:(((( bad mood! I miss HIM...T.T

~esther~

it's my style . xD

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Friday, September 11, 2009

Once again, goodbye Singapore~! It's time to go back Sandakan again..:) Will be leaving tmr evening.. I really can't stay in Singapore for long during the holidays.. I've been using a lot of money $$ these few days..;p Monday night watched 'District 9' with Hazel, Simon and Jon.. Tuesday went to sing k at Clementi with Joanne, Jess and Calvin.. Wednesday was meant to be a class gathering.. But ended up only 7 of us turned up -Cynthia, Rachel, Kristy, Aloysius, Kent, Jun Wei and myself.. We went for lunch at Sakura International Buffet.. The food are really nice indeed but it's kinda pricey.. 25 bucks per person..:S Did a lil shopping after that.. And today, went out with Joanne for some shopping again at Bugis.. lol.. Though we didn't buy much stuff, I still feel the sense of guiltiness...hahas.. Fast fast fast...~~

Shark Fin soup

They guys

the girls~

I miss my family..
I miss my Grandma...

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND!

~esther~

it's my style . xD

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Sunday, September 6, 2009

First semester of Year 2 has come to an end.. My holiday this time round will be 6 weeks..:) 5th September-18th October.. yayss~! I will only be heading back to Malaysia on the 12th Sep.. There's still one more week for me to spend here..hahas.. Didn't plan much activity though.. So far there's only a class gathering at Sakura Buffet this coming Wednesday.. And this afternoon I went for soccer with the YA.. Surprise huh..Esther play soccer leh! haha.. Isn't it suppose to be a guys' games? I've never played soccer before, not even futsal.. It's fun! haha.. Though most of the time I was running like a siao za bo in the field rather than kicking the ball..hehe.. And there was a heavy downpour this morning, imagine how we run on the grassy water and muddy field.. Yucks..~ But that doesn't stop us from playing especially for the guys.. Among the girls, there're only Jia Xing, Yi Jun, Hazel, Kyoko and myself.. I've learnt a new defence technic btw, instead of defencing the ball with your head, I defenced with my butt! LOL.. weird huh.. It's excited.. Nevertheless I still able to strike a goal.. Credits credits..:D However, the sad thing is my muscle started to cramp aldy now.. That's the result of not exercising regularly heh..
Remembering last week Sunday when I was still busy preparing my 4 papers.. I was extremely stress! Never tried this kind of feeling before.. My cell group members were tempting me to play badminton..haha.. I refused to go at first.. But come to think of it, that's a good way to release stress right?? So yea.. Thanks to their motivation, I was able to overcome it.. I felt much better after the 2 hours work out.. It's a lot more better! Exercise when you're stressful! :)

~esther~

it's my style . xD

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Thursday, September 3, 2009

It's finally over.. After a week or rather 2 weeks of hard work, my exam is finally over! In fact it was a very heavy week for me for the past few days, 4 consecutive days of exam since Monday! Financial Accounting, Business Law, Taxation and Cost Accounting.. The papers generally was okay.. Only for Cost accounting today, my brain was stucked last night.. I couldn't think properly which I don't know why.. I think partly is also due to the exhaustion that I had.. I've never felt so miserable before like last night..The fear of my life! EXAM STRESS! How would you feel when the next day is the exam day and you're not fully prepared? Surely panic.. Especially when you look at the past year examination paper and you don't even know how to do a single question.. That was what I experienced last night! Suddenly all the confusion comes in in the wrong timing.. Waking up during wee hours at night just to study is no fun.. You can't even catch a single thing.. I was having insomnia last night.. Couldn't sleep at all and even as I closed my eyes, my brain would start thinking of the consequences that I'm going to have if I fail my exam.. Stupid right?? I know that wasn't the way but I just couldn't resist.. Well, what I do was praying to God throughout the whole night... Until this morning as I stepped into the school.. My brain was still stucked with countless of questions.. At that moment I seriously surrendering everything to God.. You know it's amazing how He works.. He turns imposibility into possibility out of nothing.. I've always wondering what if during the exam, I don't know how to do and just stare at the paper for 2 hours?? I'm thankful that I was able to at least scribble something relevant in the paper.. Learn to surrender to God and you'll find the greatest satisfaction in depending on Him..:) 1 more week home sweet home!!!! :)))) Be thankful~

~esther~

it's my style . xD

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