Thursday, September 3, 2009
It's finally over.. After a week or rather 2 weeks of hard work, my exam is finally over! In fact it was a very heavy week for me for the past few days, 4 consecutive days of exam since Monday! Financial Accounting, Business Law, Taxation and Cost Accounting.. The papers generally was okay.. Only for Cost accounting today, my brain was stucked last night.. I couldn't think properly which I don't know why.. I think partly is also due to the exhaustion that I had.. I've never felt so miserable before like last night..The fear of my life! EXAM STRESS! How would you feel when the next day is the exam day and you're not fully prepared? Surely panic.. Especially when you look at the past year examination paper and you don't even know how to do a single question.. That was what I experienced last night! Suddenly all the confusion comes in in the wrong timing.. Waking up during wee hours at night just to study is no fun.. You can't even catch a single thing.. I was having insomnia last night.. Couldn't sleep at all and even as I closed my eyes, my brain would start thinking of the consequences that I'm going to have if I fail my exam.. Stupid right?? I know that wasn't the way but I just couldn't resist.. Well, what I do was praying to God throughout the whole night... Until this morning as I stepped into the school.. My brain was still stucked with countless of questions.. At that moment I seriously surrendering everything to God.. You know it's amazing how He works.. He turns imposibility into possibility out of nothing.. I've always wondering what if during the exam, I don't know how to do and just stare at the paper for 2 hours?? I'm thankful that I was able to at least scribble something relevant in the paper.. Learn to surrender to God and you'll find the greatest satisfaction in depending on Him..:) 1 more week home sweet home!!!! :)))) Be thankful~
~esther~
it's my style . xD
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