Wednesday, May 20, 2009
What will be your first reaction when the doctor told you that your love one is having lung cancer? I'm depressed.. In a serious depression state.. I really need someone to talk to now.. Just received the news that my grandmother diagnosed with a lung cancer and is spread to the brain.. *sobb* There's only 6 months left for her.. What rubbish??!! T.T Why?? T.T Memories of me and my grandmother flashes on my brain one after another.. I'm having CA on friday and I couldn't concentrate in my studies now.. Grandma! She's the one who always protecting me when I was young especially when my parents tried to scold me.. She's the one who always bring me for vacation when I was young.. T.T I don't want the outcome turn out to be like that! I don't want... Don't want... Yes, indeed at this time we suppose to be tough and strong.. I tried but just can't.. Non-stop crying here.. Grandma, I love you.. I really do... T.T
Oh Lord, have mercy on us.. help us and grant us wisdom especially at this time Lord, that everything will go according to your will Lord.. Teach us to be strong and tough and for grandma especially, grant ehr wisdom that she'll live happily for the rest of the day with us here Lord.. We pray all these in Jesus's name.. Amen...T.T
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